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Recent Book Purchases…

I went on a little book spending spree since there are a bunch I want to read over the next few months. I might not be online much. 😛

1. Books 3-16 of James Lee Burke’s Dave Robicheaux series

2. Shock Totem #6 (issues for the giveaway and for me and my pre-readers)

3. The Drop by Michael Connelly (Reading now)

4. The Affair by Lee Child (Read yesterday, my favorite Reacher so far)

5. Mystery; In the Night Room; and The Throat by Peter Straub

6. Gods in Alabama by Joshilyn Jackson

7. The Cold Six Thousand by James Ellroy

8. The Wrath of Angels by John Connolly

9. That Which Should Not Be by Brett Talley

10. Sharp Objects by Gillian Flynn

11. The End of Everything by Megan Abbott

12. The Cyrpress House by Michael Koryta

13. Winners copies of A Carrion Death by Michael Stanley  

And I have a bunch of books lined up to buy my next go round once I finish all of these and what I have in my TBR mountain. It’s going to be an awesome year!

Random Fun Stuff…

It’s been a crazy and exciting year so far, and it’s hard to believe that it’s almost over.

Right now I’m working on an interview for @HarperCollins author Michael Stanley (Michael Sears and Stanley Trollip) who I met at Bouchercon a month ago where they won the Barry Award for Best Paperback Original for the third novel in their series. They’re such lovely guys and the Detective Kubu series is so unique. I think the interview will be a lot of fun for everybody.

In the past couple days I’ve knocked out some serious story wordage in a new Thriller novel–The Wolverine. I expect I’ll finish the first draft by the end of the month if life doesn’t throw me too many curve balls. It’s about a dysfunctional family and a complex killer, a book that will explore the bonds of family, forgiveness, death, and maturity. This is another novel that I intend to sell under a pen name to keep separate from my Horror/Dark Fantasy work. It’s a lot of fun writing this book like it was to recently write The Lesser People. I see my career branching off, and like the idea of it, since most of my favorite work is more Literary Crime/Thrillers (think Dennis Lehane, John Connolly, Michael Koryta, Michael Connelly, Lee Child.) I’ll still write under my own name too, because I love Dark Fantasy in the vein of Clive Barker, Joe Hill, Brian Hodge, John Gardner, Jack Cady, Neil Gaiman, Robert Dunbar, Greg Gifune, and Peter Straub. So it’ll be a doubly fun adventure to do both genres under different names.

My latest novella (When We Join Jesus in Hell) from Darkfuse is doing well. If you’ve read it, share it with a friend and leave a review somewhere please.  I also picked up two new pre-readers yesterday and look forward to their feedback from a reader’s standpoint to balance my writing buddies that pre-read from a writerly/reader angle.

Right now I’m reading William Faulkner’s Snopes Trilogy, and Mercedes M. Yardley’s Beautiful Sorrows. Recently finished John Gardner’s Freddy’s book, which I enjoyed but Grendel (my favorite read so far this year) it is not. 

Some things I’ve found interesting around the web lately…

Shock Totem, my favorite Dark Fantasy magazine, shared a bunch of covers here.

Jane Friedman from Writer’s Digest shared this post on her blog: 2 Critical Factors for Successful Stories. It’s a simple way to stay focused and on track in your story.

I love old blues and thought this was a pretty neat movie: Lead Belly.

My hero Tom Piccirilli needs help. You can read about it on Brian Keene’s website.


The Next Big Thing



The lovely and gifted A.C. Wise tagged me for this whatchamajigger.  Thanks Alison! I normally avoid things like this because I’d rather be working on a project than talking about it but a ten minute break won’t hurt.


 Ten Interview Questions for The Next Big Thing: 


1. What is the working title of your book?


She Collects Grave Nectar


2. Where did the idea come from for the book?

It’s part of my massive Division Mythos, and is a pivotal moment in Michael Johnston’s life. The initial spark came from an image, or snapshot of a scene, too, the way most of my work does. It came from my own fears of going blind and stumbling into that gray area between life and death, that single nanosecond where both are one before life ceases and death begins and a new life is rebirthed.


3. What genre does your book fall under?

Supernatural Thriller. But it’s not for lazy readers. My work doesn’t go over well with those types. That said, if you’re well-read and have a lot of imagination you’ll dig it.


4. Which actors would you choose to play your characters in a movie rendition?

For the main character, Michael Johnston, I’d pick Christian Bale if he was ten years younger because Mike Johnston is kinda like Batman. For the girl who collects grave nectar I’d pick the girl from The Lovely Bones movie because she’s kinda creepy in a good way, mostly due to her eyes.


5. What is the one-sentence synopsis of your book?

A Special Forces soldier with a hidden past meets an odd girl in a cemetery bordering our world and another and what she wants from him is soul-shattering.


6. Will your book be self-published or represented by an agency?

I don’t know. What do I look like, a mind reader?


7. How long did it take you to write the first draft of your manuscript?

A rough guess: three months of heavy drinking. I’m still working out all the pivotal moments.


8. What other books would you compare this story to within your genre?

Tom Piccirilli’s Shadow Season since my Special Forces protagonist is blinded and faces incredible entities as well as a profound mystery. Peter Straub’s novel Koko since there’s this complicated and creeping dread. And Stephen King’s Dark Tower series because it’s a mixture of many things both concrete and surreal.


9. Who or What inspired you to write this book?

Michael Johnston’s character arc runs through most of the thirteen Division Mythos books and this one was inspired by how little of his past he’ll reveal to other characters, even to his best friend in the series, John McDonnell (The narrator of the second Division trilogy).


10. What else about your book might pique the reader’s interest?

It has one zombie, one ghoul, and one vampire who walk into a bar full of politicians?



Include the link of who tagged you and this explanation for the people you have tagged.

The mighty A.C. Wise tagged me. Authors I’m tagging because I think they are amazing like A.C. Wise:


Cate Gardner.

Douglas E. Wright.

Mercedes Yardley.

Shaun Ryan.

Robert Dunbar.


Rules of The Next Big Thing

***Use this format for your post

***Answer the ten questions about your current WIP (Work In Progress)

***Tag five other writers/bloggers and add their links so we can hop over and meet them.


Be sure to line up your five people in advance.

Tuesday’s Training: Your muse

Our creativity comes from what has touched, scared and stimulated us before this present moment as well as through thinking on what has never been, what could have been, and what might yet be.

We form narrative from light and shadow, wisps of smoke, whispered prayers, all in hopes that the finished product will connect with and move someone else (hopefully a lot of someones.)

Our muse, our inspirations, come from a number of places and take various processes from quick absorption, a streak of lightning, or the slower, gestating movement that rattles us to our core and takes our breath away. Sometimes the lightning strike produces the gestation, but no matter what inspires us a key aspect of a healthy writing career is to STAY inspired.

I’ve heard tons of people talk about writer’s block. Don’t have a clue how to get through it because I’ve never had it, but I think one of the reasons I haven’t is because of variety, multiple points of inspiration, and a pretty simple approach to life (kinda black and white actually, which isn’t always good but isn’t always bad either because it keeps me focused.)

So, let’s look at the various parts that feed and sustain our muse, our energy, and make our time more effective both before and after creating something new, and hopefully makes what we put ourselves through worthwhile…


It’s easy to stay inspired when you have knowledge that you’re passionate about, whether it be some aspect of the writing craft, or some aspect of what it means to be human, or the importance of stories, or a deep and abiding knowledge of human emotions. Some of it we pluck consciously from every day life, some floats up like gold-encrusted debris from our subconscious, from lessons learned that can only be learned via hindsight.

But how we come by inspiration isn’t as important as acquiring the seeds that produce more of it.


That spark of an idea that stirs something in us is always exciting. But we also get inspiration from other places and probably should. Those who wait for inspiration to strike them are happy when it does and tortured when it doesn’t. Who wants to live and create like that? We can make our own inspiration a lot of times by reading books that level us, by reading those that have before, by participating in other creative endeavors (which also bleed over into our writing in a cross-pollination sort of way!), by listening to the wind, watching the stars, letting our minds wander and by remembering what it was like to be a kid without our parents around, when the world held possibilities and not an endless, bone-crushing grind. I find inspiration in all of those things, a little every day, plus in studying beautiful and striking artwork, in playing guitar, in talking to a best friend, in listening to (and sometimes mishearing) a family member. Don’t always wait for inspiration. Breathe life until you’re about to burst so that there is always material creating itself in your subconscious.


Trust in our heart-of-hearts that what we write about matters to us and means something is incredibly important. If we don’t trust our process then it’s already standing on shaky ground. It’s easier to be inspired and find inspiration when we know deep in our gut that we’re going to find something worth saying, with characters that bleed and bond together, with dialogue that crackles, with obstacles that push our characters to their limits, and in turn, the reader.

What I’ve done to build trust in my process is to accept that nothing I ever write will be perfect, not to me, not to anybody. It takes some of the pressure off, lets me say, “Hey, I’ll just do my best and that’s all that’s required.” Then I go do my best and more often than not I’m mostly satisfied with the results.


Your muse will probably kick you in the nuts or vagina if you never let your imagination run wild and naked through the forest or bound recklessly down slick city streets. Imagination is paramount. It’s as important as the execution of a tale. It’s details, the way they’re told, the massive scope of the project, and it carries the weight of stars and land and sea. All of the greats had bucket loads of it pressing at the walls of their brains. They dipped their pen in that gushy mass of nerves and created what wasn’t there before.

When I read slush for Horror Library Vol. 4, back before I’d ever sold a story, one of the things that struck me about most of the rejected pieces was a lack of imagination. You know why? Because the majority of them would tell the same stale tale and how do you get excited about that?

We’re all given and nurture (or not) a certain volume of imagination. Those gifted with a lot must be wary that it doesn’t override the story because its easy for the very imaginative to let that fire burn away the story and diminish it. We learn through experience when we have too little or too much. Those who lack imagination are in a similar predicament, but theirs is that their work can come out too bland, bound by the constraints of what their logical, rational minds allow. We have to let go of our place in the world if we’re to let our imaginations grow. I think part of what holds us back is conditioning by parents and preachers and school systems. When we chase security it flees from us because it doesn’t exist. It’s a mirage.

There are many writers but only a handful who have truly inspired me, muses many times in their own way down dark passages and those open, lovely times that are crowded by bliss: William Faulkner, Tom Piccirilli, Stephen King, Ray Bradbury, Mr. Poe, Jack Cady, Greg Gifune, Robert Dunbar, Sara Gruen, Dennis Lehane, John Connolly, Peter Straub, Douglas Clegg, Clive Barker, Cormac McCarthy, John Gardner, Gary Braunbeck, Jack Ketchum, Brian Hodge, Lee Thomas, and Neil Gaiman. I’m going to dedicate my serial novel THE COLLECTED SONGS OF SONNELION to them because they are all in this, hidden between pages and crowding sentences with their undeniable mark.

So, go find those seeds that you can toss to the wind. Be patient while you work and every now and then as you toil away in your closed little world, eyes straining and heart aching, you’ll peek over your shoulder and see those seeds have taken root. What will grow? God only knows. But that’s part of the fun.

Interview: Brian Hodge

Super happy to have Brian Hodge sharing with us today! He’s one of those writers of original and thrilling ideas, a workhorse with a fluid, confident and subtle style. So far it’s led to 10 novels, over 100 pieces of short fiction, 4 collections, and a small mountain of nonfiction that have been published by Dell, Pocket Books, Delirium, Cemetery Dance, Tor, Pinnacle, Nightshade Books, and others. Almost a regular in every Best-of anthology that’s ever been, this fella knows what works for him and he works it hard. His short collection FALLING IDOLS is one of my favorite reads so far this year. Thanks to Brian for taking the time to answer questions and to anybody who reads, leaves a comment and shares!

1. What is the line between amateur and professional? When do you feel you first passed that mark?

A: The line lies somewhere between accomplishment and attitude, but it’s probably different for everybody. The early stories I sold were all solid validations, but I suppose I felt I’d definitively crossed the threshold when my first two novels sold about three months apart, and that let me quit the job I’d been working the first few years out of university.

2. Who are your influences?

A: Anymore, for me, trying to contemplate that is like trying to isolate how phytonutrients interact. You know, if you eat a good assortment of fruits and vegetables, you take in about 5000 different phytonutrients … but how do they all specifically interact? No one really knows. It’s as complex with creative influences. Some, though, off the top of my head: Early on, Stephen King, Peter Straub, Harlan Ellison, Clive Barker. Here and there, William Shakespeare, Ernest Hemingway, John Steinbeck, Cormac McCarthy, Charles Bukowski, Elmore Leonard, James Hall, Carl Hiaasen. Friends and contemporaries who rubbed off to one degree or another, Poppy Z. Brite, Kathe Koja, Caitlin Kiernan. But a ton of influence has also come through nonfiction, film, music, visual art. I went through a Joel-Peter Witkin phase. More recently, I’ve drawn a lot of nutrition, both for writing and music, from the late Polish surrealist artist Zdzislaw Beksinski.

3. How has your approach to a first draft changed since you started?

A: I don’t think it has, really. The fundamental objective is still the same: to get the story down, more or less in total, by any means necessary, so that you have a tangible blob to start crafting into shape and bringing it in line with its potential. The thing you have going for you early on is naivety and a kind of euphoric ignorance. But you lose that eventually, which has both good points and bad. I do find the first draft process more painstaking than I used to, because the standards I have for myself are higher now. I’m often in a tug-of-war between that and giving myself permission to suck because, after all, it is just the first draft and nobody’s going to see it anyway. So the approach may be the same, but the experience is different.

4. Do you feel your other disciplines have helped your writing craft? If so, in what ways?

A: Undoubtedly they do. Things don’t happen in a vacuum. It’s all synergistic. If you have other creative outlets — I like music and photography — that’s another way of flexing the same core. I’m also in my fifth year of practicing Krav Maga, and that’s led to other physical training offshoots: Brazilian Jiu Jitsu, mixed martial arts striking, circuit workouts, kettlebells, bag work. Something like that can’t help but improve your discipline and focus overall, as well as build up your stamina for getting through the day with a higher level of energy. The more you do, the more you try, the more you learn, the more neural pathways you’re going to form. That can only be a good thing. That can only serve your art and craft.

5. I love your Warrior Poet website. I always enjoy when writers are also great teachers. What led you into teaching? Have you been that way since a child?

A: Teaching runs in the family. There are teachers on both my father’s and mother’s sides, going back at least three generations, everything from university to one room country schoolhouse. Although I can’t say that I see myself as part of that tradition. I just blog and try to convey what I can. I first got into that by being asked to join the roster at Storytellers Unplugged. I liked it and eventually decided to start my own blog, with its own identity, where I can also go in directions that probably wouldn’t be appropriate for SU. Hence the tagline: Writing as a full-contact lifestyle. It’s another way of maintaining a presence.

Although, come to think of it, in a way I occasionally assume a teacher role, very informally, where I train in Krav. Even though I’m in my fifth year, I still do basic classes because you can never drill fundamentals too much. I’ve gotten a number of compliments from new students I’ve ended up partnered with. I’ve just done it long enough that I know what the instructor would be correcting if he or she saw what the new person is doing wrong, so I figure why wait, why let someone continue to drill it wrong in the interim? With one of the highest-level instructors we had, a guy with an extensive military background — a great guy and tremendously creative and effective trainer, and also one of Matt Damon’s trainers for the first Bourne film — there were several times when he apparently didn’t like what he was seeing early in a class, and he’d shuffle a couple of pairings to put a new student with me. Because he knew I’d moderate myself and not try to make this person’s first or second time there miserable.

So while, no, I wasn’t that way as a kid, maybe it’s something that comes on you eventually. You start seeing how you can help bring other people along.

6. Can you pick favorites from your work?

A: My favorites are always the most recent things. But I have enduring warm places in my heart for certain works. Dark Advent, because that was the single best lesson in characters I ever had. Prototype, because it helped put to rest something inside that I’d been trying to get at for years. Wild Horses, because that proved to me that I could go in a totally different direction, and it was so much fun.

On the shorter side, “As Above, So Below,” which I wrote as the capstone for my Falling Idols collection. That left me feeling like I was literally walking in another dimension, plus it recently appeared in The Century’s Best Horror Fiction, so I have to feel mad love for something that put me in that amazing company. “Liturgical Music For Nihilists,” the capstone for my first collection, The Convulsion Factory. That left me highly unsettled, in a good way. Everything that’s part of the Misbegotten story cycle: “The Alchemy of the Throat,” “The Dripping of Sundered Wineskins,” “When the Bough Doesn’t Break,” and World of Hurt, because that’s such a rewarding mythos to keep returning to whenever it feels like it’s time. Last year’s “Roots and All,” from A Book of Horrors, because its source background is very close to my heart and there’s been such a great reaction to it. There are lots more, but I’d be going on all day.

7. For a new reader of your work what three pieces would you suggest they start with?

A: On the horror side, I’d say Prototype. That might be the highest realization of what I wanted to do there. The recent e-book edition contains the preferred text. On the crime side, Wild Horses. Plus the 2011 story collection Picking The Bones. That’s probably the most rounded one, and Publishers Weekly honored it with a starred review, so that’s a good stamp of approval.

8. How do you juggle the many aspects of a writing career? What’s a typical week like? Or is there no ‘typical’?

A: At the week level, it stays pretty typical. But yeah, it has become a lot to juggle. Awhile back I unearthed some old desk calendars from about 15 years ago, and was gobsmacked at how few things I had down to do each day.

Now, in any given week, I might be moving between various long and short fiction projects, nonfiction assignments, blog posts, updating my author web site, serving as the IT manager of my sites and our home network, doing and cataloging research, processing paperwork like contracts and galley proofing and communiques, tending to promotional activities, and so on.

Another thing that’s been really time-consuming is going through Word files and OCR scans of my earliest novels and collections, proofreading and formatting and polishing before they migrate into e-book formats, then getting the covers commissioned and doing the cover lettering. But at least when all that’s done, it’s done.

I find the best way to keep on top of it all is to do the best job I can of managing not just time, but physical and mental energy. It’s taken a lot of experimenting and floundering to get there, but I’ve finally got a system in place that’s working. The time and project management approach that resonates best with me is the one Tony Robbins lays out in his Time Of Your Life program. Then I tackle things in terms of block time: I’m going to do nothing but focus intently on Task X for this hour, these two hours. In between time blocks, I’ll do something as a refresher, to clear the mental slate: meditate, play fetch with our cat, play the didgeridoo, work out or go for a run, water the garden, whatever.

And the start of the day is crucial. That sets the tone. As soon as I get up, I go for a quick walk for physiological reasons detailed in this blog post, but in short, to get revved. By 7:30 I’m at the desk to do an hour of work before breakfast and especially before I go anywhere near the Internet. Establishing that mindset and momentum is vital. And Sundays are for downtime, doing some music, chilling out with Doli and being a couple. It’s important to hit the reset switch.

9. You seem a very calm and focused young man and it comes across in the directness and confidence of your fiction. How important do you think it is to be relaxed, or at peace with yourself, when creating?

A: It’s certainly not a prerequisite. Plenty of people do great work from a state of agitation or a place of pain or unhappiness, and I’ve definitely been there and done that. It’s not necessarily the best plan for lifetime achievement, but if that’s the place you happen to be, it’s still better to work than not, and doing the work may help you claw your way to a better place. So whatever works, whatever fuels you.

If something of mine is coming across with directness and confidence, I’d have to wonder if that isn’t mainly a result of never having stopped trying to refine my voice. By now it’s like a marble statue that’s had years and years of buffing. As I’ve been going these earlier works, I can see that refinement gradually taking shape. I frequently don’t like what I’m finding, but I had to start somewhere. And now I have a much better instinctual sense of what belongs on the page and what just gets in the way, what I can cut and what it might still need. Not that there’s a final destination here. I’ll always be trying to make it better.

As for calm and focused, yeah, I mostly am. Part of that is natural temperament, and the rest might be the Krav as much as anything. Nearly every class ends with a stress drill or exhaustion drill. You do that long enough and a side-effect is something called stress inoculation: It keeps pushing your stress threshold farther and farther away. Mine’s way the hell out there now.

10. Do you set goals each year? Or tackle whatever you feel like as the mood hits you?

A: I don’t think the in-the-mood strategy is a very viable one in the long run, because it’s just too nebulous. Believe me, I’ve tried that, and didn’t end up with much to show for it! Discipline and systems will kick that approach’s ass every time. So yeah, I have long-term objectives. Long, intermediate, and short. Which isn’t to say that I always hit them on time, but the structure is there, so it’s always easy to find true north. In fact, lately, I’ve been finding that the more I nail that part down, the more things come together.

11. What is your latest published work?

A: That would be a novella called Without Purpose, Without Pity, that I did for Delirium Books, the longest thing I’ve done that’s still shy of novel length. We’re in between formats on that one. The e-book version became available at the beginning of April, and the hardcover will be released in June.

It’s a weird combination of elements. It’s set in the near future, after Las Vegas has hit the wall in terms of being a sustainable city. It isn’t, really, because of its water needs relative to the available supply. Even since the e-book has come out, Nevada has approved a plan to steal other people’s groundwater and pump it in from 300 miles away. So I’ve just projected the dystopian aftermath of a worst-case scenario, after an economic and environmental collapse. Layered atop that is this Lovecraftian element that’s cut the area off from the rest of the world, and it all unfolds through the perspective of the world of pro fighting, in particular what’s going on with this former heavyweight contender whose body has undergone a radical change after he disappeared in the desert for a week.

12. Terrific little book. I read it a week ago. What do we have to look forward to next?

A: In addition to Without Purpose, Without Pity, I’m putting together a collection of crime fiction called No Law Left Unbroken, that should be ready in a few months, exclusively in digital format. I’ve also done a couple portions of the second book in editor Stephen Jones’ Zombie Apocalypse trilogy, what he’s dubbed mosaic novels. That was great fun to work on, and will be out in the fall.

Some short works here and there: There’s a piece I wanted to do ever since I saw those HBO Iceman Tapes documentaries on mob killer Richard Kuklinski, based on an incident in his life. That’ll be in an anthology called Danse Macabre, edited by Nancy Kilpatrick. A vintage reprint in John Skipp’s Psychos. Again, autumn for those. Also, a piece for an upcoming end-of-the-world special issue of Cemetery Dance magazine. This one is a great concept: They’re tapping some of their favorites who’ve already destroyed civilization once, and having us do it again.

CD Publications is also doing a big hardcover edition of my early post-apocalyptic novel Dark Advent, which is going to be gorgeous. I did an extensive polish on that one, because it was such an early work, and fixed a couple of logic errors, so by now it amounts to a brand new draft. Like a remastered edition, the music’s the same, it just sounds better.

And, as mentioned already, I’m converting my backlist books over to digital editions, managing to get through one a month lately, and some are in the queue for audio, as well.

So all that covers the rest of the year, and maybe a little beyond, and later this year I’ll finally complete the next novel that’s been taking so stupidly long.

Thanks so much for the fantastic interview and your time, Brian!

There you have it. Go grab one of his books!

Brian Hodge Links

Web site.
Warrior Poet Blog.

New interview with me on Darkfuse

Just received word the interview with me went live on Darkfuse. It was a lot of fun. Here’s a snippet:

What was your inspiration for writing DOWN HERE IN THE DARK?

Well, it’s a small part of a large story, and I knew that Frank Gunn was as close as you can get to shattered by the end of IRON BUTTERFLIES RUST, so I explored that and the trip, the adventure really, as scary as it can be at times, that brings him to the crazy little town of Division. I see things very clearly when it comes to my character and how his story ties into others, the big picture and the small beats, which made it easy to write about him in this book. I enjoy subtext too and there is a lot of that, and a lot of links to other Division books, and I like the forward propulsion of the narrative, the searching Frank does inside himself and trying to relate to all the odd things going on around him, which really is out of his reach like it is anybody’s.

What themes do you enjoy exploring?

Oh, a lot of themes. Lol. Recurring ones are about betrayal and how we deal with it; the necessity of returning violence when somebody will be nothing but violent to you or those you love; growing up on the inside instead of faking it simply for the sake of others; how weak and strong and reliable and unreliable we can all be, how human that makes us; that if anything in the world is a monster, it’s man; if anything in the world is a hero, it’s man; connections that may not appear to be connections at first until we dig deeper and figure out people’s motives; how frail love makes us, and how incredibly driven; how hate doesn’t eat us alive, our allowing it to rule over us for an extended period of time does, because hate is as necessary as love; how there’s magic in childhood and adults train it out of us; how desperate some people are to find an identity and others will sacrifice everything just to fit in, which I and most of my characters feel is very, very sad; I like to explore the results of tragedy, and show how different people cope or accept it; I deal in self-loathing because I’ve done it most of my life, and the work it takes to break those negative thought processes; bad habits and good habits, regrets and pride, extremes and everywhere between; the mystery of life and our fear of death; our egotism one moment and self-doubt the next; most of my characters feel like Holden Caulfield, that they’re surrounded by phonies, that they themselves might be phonies, and it whittles at their souls because if nothing is true or fair or genuine then what’s the fucking point when you don’t want to play the game to begin with?

Read the rest of the interview here: Lee’s Darkfuse interview…

Please spread the word for me too! Thanks!

Gaining Traction and Maintaining Momentum

As I was preparing my 2011 Year in Review thoughts on this post kept pinching me, so what the hell. Maybe it will help somebody.

This is my opinion, but gleaned from experience. Most of my life I’ve been a drunk or a laborer, or a drunken laborer, but I’ve always been a searcher and knew there were no easy answers, though the simplest and most honest route is the best for me. Over the last two years I’ve gained some traction and serious momentum. And I hope this post will help some writers who could use a little of both.

You ready?

#1: Know exactly what you want

Part of this comes from paying attention to yourself and your own drives, where you’ve already found some success, etc. Here is a list of what I wanted two years ago, exactly what I wanted.

For short stories I bought a bunch of mags and found the ones I wanted to have stories in because I respected what they were publishing. And I sold to some of them and still need to sell to others, but I won’t write just any idea that pops in my head or I’d never finish a book, so I am not a very productive short story writer.

I prefer writing novellas and novels and I should have known that a long time ago because I will pick a novel or novella to read over a short story any day of the week. If I only crank out six shorts a year I’m at peace with that because I’ll sell them to markets I believe in and support, and all the while be honing my chops on the next book. This was one of those things that took me a little time to come to terms with because I want to be good at everything. Zombie Jesus told me this as he was munching on my hopes of being good at everything: “Yeah, good luck with that, Lee.”

I wanted a book publisher who believed in me. And boy, oh boy, did I get one. Shane Ryan Staley at Delirium/Darkfuse has had unshakeable faith in me and it is priceless. He has more faith in me than I do. To have a person who has seen a lot of the genres best fiction believe in you and help you grow is like an uplifting drug to counter the hard times when self-doubt kicks in, when you worry that you’re wasting everybody’s time including your own.

I wanted to write MY stories for me first, and I still do that, because if they never sold I’d have the satisfaction of knowing I was honest with each tale and could take pride in them.

I wanted to make a living from writing, and the more I write the more I realize that making a living from it isn’t as important as it once was because that takes care of itself as we learn and grow and people gather in our corner and spread the word for us.

I wanted die-hard fans (like I am a fan of Tom Piccirilli, John Connolly, Peter Straub) and I have been lucky enough from a very early point in my career to have steadfast and enthusiastic people in my corner. *Waves at all the beautiful people!*

I wanted to make a name for myself based on the quality of my work alone, which is one reason I haven’t joined any groups like the HWA or anything else. Until I’ve proven to myself that the stories, not my people skills, are the impetus for my success, I’d rather remain invisible. This is a very big deal to me. I’m stubborn.

I wanted to grow as a person by putting a lot of my life into my work so that I could get a clearer view of my own actions and reactions and try to make some sense of it all.

I wanted to leave behind something worthwhile, to know that even if it wasn’t anything groundbreaking, it was at least real and it was honest.

I wanted to let people know that they matter because I’ve had a lot of people open up to me for some reason and I don’t think many people feel that they do matter.

I wanted to be less stubborn, but so far that hasn’t happened. *Smiley face*

#2: Get good enough to get what you want

Seen plenty of people want to skip this step, seen ‘em playing online and always talking about the book they’ve yet to finish. Hell, I’ve sat by and watched and waited for them to get excited about a book in general! Come on, how can somebody claim to be a writer but never get excited about a book? Jesus Christ. There are some posers out there. Some shams who won’t ever get good enough to publish outside their little circle jerk parties because to them it’s not about the stories or giving something special that only they can create to the world.

Being on the stage as lead actor isn’t the goal.

The goal is producing and directing and connecting with your audience.

I knew a hundred musicians who treated their music the same way (as an ego booster) and ten years later they were still hanging out trying to draw the most attention in the sandbox and bitching about other people’s success. What’s your motivation? Really? There’s nothing wrong with wanting to be popular or respected, but if that’s your prime motive for writing, you’re already taking steps in the wrong direction. If you want to climb you have to look at where you’re standing and start by carrying yourself up the mountain. If people like the way you climb and they want to be there when you reach the summit they’ll join you.

There are a million things involved in getting “good enough” but you have to really know yourself and tear down the delusions you’ve constructed of why you want to write in the first place.

#3: Pay attention to (and nurture) the details that matter

A.) Your craft: It’s all up to you if you improve, and if you’re anything like me (human) there are probably a million areas in your craft you can work on. Take baby steps. Challenge yourself. If you’re a Young Writer listen to more readers instead of your peer writers. Listen to yourself as a reader. And if you’re a writer, I’ll say it again, You’d better be a goddamn reader. Handcopy some of your favorite books to learn the mechanics if you suck like I do. Don’t run with every idea; develop the worthwhile ones. Ask other people where you can improve even if you’re afraid of what they’ll say.

B.) Your honesty: If you can be honest with yourself you can be honest with your readers. And if you’re not, they’ll pick up on it and they’re not going to trust that you can give them their money’s worth, even if you’re only writing for entertainment. Don’t rely on kissing ass or networking to make you a better writer. Have some motherfucking integrity. The more you’re honest with yourself, and other people are with you too, the quicker you can grow as a person and gain traction as a writer.

C.) Your supporters: Besides being brave enough to write only the stories you can write, this is one of a writing life’s greatest gifts. These people don’t have to believe in you. Really. They don’t. Realize that right now. And when you get people who chose to believe in you, appreciate them, okay? They’re precious. They’re helping you pay your bills, they’re encouraging you to write more of your stories, they’re telling people who have no idea who you are that you’re worth investing in. They’re invested in you and showing it by example and that is a big deal!

D.) Your non-writing life: This, as hard as it is to swallow, is more important than your writing time. This is where all the real work goes on, all the stories start and end, all the textures manifest and all the colors in your palette gather to enrich the work. You live and you ponder and you ask questions and you find answers and you daydream. You pick at scabs and learn a new hobby and contribute something to someone else. You work your job and interact and see how other people view the world, you, and themselves.

You can lock yourself in a room and twiddle your thumbs, or you can go live and report back what joys you’ve discovered, what battles you’ve seen, what victories you’ve tasted, what loves you’ve felt, what secrets you’ve heard, what sorrows you’ve endured and learned from, and how all of these things have helped you grow as a person.

And you draw and observe and collect the same things from all your real life relationships because you’re invested in other people’s lives if you’re really living.

Take time to get fresh air. Smile as it fills your lungs.

Let sunshine warm your face.

Let lives, and real life, invigorate you.